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Saturday, 29 September 2012

THE WAY IT IS...


Things apart, I lived a life
Unacceptable at times
Breeding good and bad inside.
Tried to match up,
Everything to catch up.
A large green field,
Turning golden with time,
Reap it off!
Or let it be...
It’s all about a decision indeed!
A few goes wrong and others right,
But still what matters is far apart.
A hymn in the way, an art to dismay
Things that changed
Always looked the same;
Promises are there, broken from within.
A lining of trust, fading with tide
A ray of hope, never ever there
Illusion of confusion, yes it is!
From rhyming the time,
To timing the rhyme;
I sail alone with memories behind
Things apart I still live a life.
Roam with world, so that the fear also says "Bahut Yaarana Lagta hai re!!"


Sunday, 23 September 2012

SENSE OF HOLLOWNESS



In the midst of the rain, the heart sunk
Followed by an unknown madness
The will to do or not to do,
Surrounded by!





Heavy on steps, slower on thought

Breeding within like red wrought.
It’s an entity, eating inside
As the pacman does with pellets.






Mazes are weak, unreliable at times

Don’t know from where it leads to prime.
Creates a milieu, never heard off!
Difficult it is- to clean mind’s trough.






Killing the exult, it shrews us away

A half hearted success what everyone say..
Provenance of bitterness,
Last messenger of misery,
It loiters around in a way or two...
Reluctant to bid-adieu!




Monday, 20 August 2012

VIE de RECLUSE


Who are you the man spoke
At the end of every midnight stroke.
Along the path alone I walk,
With no one there, to talk.


I bury my thoughts deep within

Fear to express my unusual feeling.
People around make me frown
I act in the act as if I drowned.

Dark in the room I respire
Watching every second conspire
Lust to live never dies,
Lust to company never thrives.

I celebrate with many things
With dead pawn and chess board king;
When I am sad I am sad,
No one cares about the mad.

I see a darkness, it’s the death
Hardly anyone to put on the wreath;
Dark will meet the darkness there
Oh! the social light(socialite) now why you care!

Tuesday, 31 July 2012

YOU AROUND!


Everytime I look into you
I am amazed like everytime
The world is here, nah! it’s there
But you are the same world for me....

Your eyes drown me like it never did
I am into the depth of the sea
It’s all cool and calm here
Oh! please leave the world for me.

I want the treasures of your love
Settled between two dove leaves
Money and fame is all fake
Your smile matters everything to me.

Your pain was never mine
But the anguish resided in me always...
Thinking of you deep profound
I can feel you around!

Saturday, 21 July 2012

OPTIMISM



A lark keeps singing
With a magic of her own
A dead larch standing
With a forest to be grown.

A maim in wheelchair

Neither dead nor standing
Keep on days counting.....
When she could take her own care

In the street it’s beggar treat
Throwing the lyrics in summer heat
Expecting the penny from every head
Never felt bad about the rejected bread.

Off the world I came back
A thing that fills every empty rack
Clears the way as a storm
Gives the tender like your mom.

Thursday, 12 July 2012

AOE III: A Phenomena



It all started in midst of third semester. Hostel corridor full of Counter strike players. I was a kind of person who mainly rely on outdoor sports and games for recreation. As far as this virtual world gaming is concerned I liked Real Time Strategy more than First Person Shoot, and this marks the beginning.



After a series of play, back in early childhood; tasted it with a easy wins against friends in college. In contrast with AOE II, III was all new experience for me but still proved more in respect with others. The victories were quite imposing, few conquered in just two minutes of the game play. Well all this was a beginning of new challenges for me ( I was knowing it very well). Let’s see how!


Soon the fever made a ‘T’ sector on the first floor of our hostel. We played multiplayer games, but more than all that, two of my close friends, one residing in the extreme right hand part of ‘T’ and another in downtown ‘T’ (room number 69), became more active.( I hope you can locate my place: the inactive one). They actually suffered from AOE fever. And this fever was good, at least  for advancement in AOE gameplay is concerned. Their fever paid off, by the end of a week or two they were up with few good strategies (they were better than mine) and revealed some excellent secrets. I was delighted (but never showed them), as they were taking the game up to such a level where a mismanagement of even a single pie offered from game will end up into defeat. I was keeping a constant check over all these updates, so that my strategies don’t get a rust over them.

New semester started and it all happened what I feared off, I had rusty layer( degree of rust was upto such an extent that my opponents had to search me to kill me), first it resulted in change of empire from Russian to German and then severe defeats from downtown friend. An interesting fact what restricted me from choosing my empires freely was that I used to create an image of that particular empire and its emperors history. Whenever I got time I played and soon the situation was so worst, it looked as if I was playing to get defeat in my bag. Both of my mates had reached a pro level either by playing against computer or by taking challenges from others in there. Interestingly both of my friends had French empire over which they had excelled. The more interesting part was that their gameplay was quite different one was defensive while the other one was so attacking that he used to end up the game within 8 to 10 minutes (quite unfavourable) like a butcher. And I was still experimenting with my German army. I had a game play where I was comfortable for any attack done after that 15 minute bar. Needed a change very badly to compete with both- one dormant to take matches while other one always ready to take matches irrespective of the scenario (i.e. mainly exams).


A change came, not significant at start but yes it was there to make some difference. Took suggestions for enhancing the gameplay and there came a situation I was happy to call off for the night around 3:00am with my victory, with a very general scoreline of 1-4 or maybe 2-5. But as I said I was happy.

Majors ended (though we played during exam breaks too) and decided to play a tri-series of AOE III ( you can imagine the fever). I was ready with my right combination was not that confident to win it through. But to everyone’s surprise my Doppelsoldner did angriff! And it all ended with “You are Victorious.”
I very well  know this is not going to be the end.....  

 





Monday, 9 July 2012

MONDAY VIRUS


All the world wide internet users can face a deadly problem. Well not the individual in particular but their beloved machine. Yes! DNS changer virus is on his way. But the good thing is that we can eliminate this risk by following a few simple steps. So here I go (after a lot of research)

1. First of all to check whether this virus is already on your computer or not. Just visit the website www.dns-ok.ca/. Now click on ‘I Agree’ tab at the bottom. After this a page with green banners appear that means your computer is safe.

Otherwise if the red banner comes, no need to worry because it can still be eradicated from your beloved by scanning through same.

2. There’s another way a manual one to check for the same. See if you are using Microsoft windows Go to Start -> Run -> Type cmd.e&e and press Enter.
In the command config. Type ipconfig/all.

For apple users go to System Preferences -> Select Network -> connection used for access -> Click on Advanced -> DNS Tab.

Now match your IP and DNS server numbers with following:
85.255.112.0 to 85.255.127.25
67.210.0.0 to 67.210.15.255
93.188.160.0 to 93.188.167.255
77.67.83.0 to 77.67.83.255
213.109.64.0 to 213.109.79.255
64.28.176.0 to 64.28.191.255

If found in any of the above classes, sorry to say but your beloved is in the hand of viruses. But need not to worry you can visit 222.dscwg.org/fi&/ to free your beloved one. Please do take the backup of your data.

That’s it! :)

Saturday, 23 June 2012

THREE HEADED COIN


Often we talk of rise and fall
Enjoy the victory and face the defeat;
Oh! the worldly wise of all
Bring the coin out of chauvinist treat.

We all have seen head and tail
History is proof of their fight.
Always ready to favour their side
One scoff about another with huge delight.

There exists one more brother
Sandwiched between two men race;
Residing over a tenuous state,
Not even a single wince on his face.

He is no stranger, not even an outsider
Everytime he came in front
More of surprise and bit of happiness
Filled the crowd's hollowness.

Coin's uprightness marks his presence
Not alone, two popular accompany him
Joy he gave was a bit less
Expanse to which it spread was much more.

Symbol of indecisivness, many people say
Ah! the world needs him- a new ray.
This young pewter has a quill of its own
With which a unique rut will be drawn.
Follow that rut!
Follow that rut!
Ah! the world needs him
-a new ray.

Friday, 30 March 2012

RESPONSIBILITY OF A YOUTH




Going by an orthodox manner, there are only two difficult things in the world - to handle the responsibility and to gain someone's trust. Though the latter one is quite onerous but the former can surely be handled. Taking the India's frame of reference both are almost in opposite way.
Here the trust is like any vegetable which gets sold at a very cheap rate in any sought of market while responsibility is that scrap bundle, even the ragpicker doesn't want to pick.

Concentrating on the responsibility part and that too among the youth, it seems like flavouring a sweet dish with saffron. Basically the point is even if country's 70% population of youth starts to handle their responsibilities, then, only GOD knows about the fruitfull future as well as present of that nation. Another intersting observation will be, when 70 does the rest will surely follow.

Now when we talk of youth responsibilities, it's not that we are talking to do something really extraordinary or something which is alien to everyone. It basically comprises of daily life activities. The very first responsibility of a youth is to be aware and make others too. It is a common necessity for youth like us to be aware about what all is happening in the society or in the nation. Not only social awareness but also about their rights and freedoms which they can access. The idea is that as they are large in number, the rest will get through them.

A big flaw is seen nowdays that the youth among us are becoming quite arrogant and 'they are the only one' mentality is getting developed. Under which they have forgotten the word respect. It is very important for every youth that he/she should respect their elders and love their younger. They mustn't hurt their integrity and self respect in a way or two.

Seeing a thread stretch and as the tensions is removed it slacks. Similarly, for a nation it is very important that the thread of progress should always be in the stretched mode; for that the tension thing is required among all especially we the youth as they dominate in the working hand. Now that tension part basically comes with the discipline. Many youth take discipline as an added responsibility but to them, they must know it's something which should be inbuilt. While respecting the basic human rights, they must maintain the discipline too, irrespective of the institution or field they are in. Mind it! discipline is not for army only.

Finally the most important duty of a youth or you can say everyone's life is - strive to lead an upright virtuous life with peace and fraternity. Instead of sayinf it as responsibility one should treat it as  the need ( in most of the cases). This is the summation of all the other duties which we discussed. If you have all those you surely going to possess this one too. Though it demands a lot of hard work and dedication but it's on you how you spread it. The momentum theory will do it for you, just carry it from the grassroot level.

So far we enumerated the responsibilities of a youth but let us see what actually happens (in INDIA). For this we can broadly classify our youth into three categories:- 
(a) a youth from poor background
(b) from a middle class
(c) from an elite class.
Considering the youths from elite first as they are elite and talking of the general case, these youth hardly know anything about their responsibilities and they don't even bother about it.
Explaining in brief they are busy in world of their own.
Then comes our middle class, here we can see a certain level of seriousness and concern towards their duties as they know they have to achieve and excel more and more. At the same time they carry a fear of falling down from where they have risen.
While youth from poor economic background show a very mixed graph. Many of them are not familiar as an elite one does (what an irony!) and those who are aware they always stand on the brink of next level.

The idea behind this classification was not to divide but to make us all aware of the fact where the loop hole is, to fill it up and then unite.
As a youth I did it, now it's your turn.

"The price of greatness is responsibility".  

Sunday, 8 January 2012

ESSENTIAL


Waiting on the platform
Seeing the portrait around
Touched by memories;felt the warm
I think of you deep profound.

Every morning outside my hood
Tiny pearls, thousands there
Would have kept if I could
At its best kept undisturbed without any care.

Brothers fighting in the game
A thing is there on younger's face
You flash in between those frame
Very few have it in this world of chase.

An old lady was there in the train
Held her bag with shivering hand;
Long ago, when we walked in rain
You too held mine as magician's wand.

To my surprise it rained today
Late on platform I felt the warm
Not because i needed it 
Just as it has become essential of each day.

I think of you, it's my habit
Every time to learn, you are my essential!




-SAMIR SANTOSH